For the last four years it’s just been my thing and I am known for driving around for hours listening to Childish Gambino. Especially fall 2011 when it was my only escape. Like I look back at all those drives with such fondness. This is the first time doing it in a year and with Because The Internet and honestly it is an emotional journey. Feel happy. Really really happy.

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First day driving alone (GOT MY NEW USED CAR!!!!!) and being out on my own since I got out of rehab June 2013 and I feel so happy and lucky to be able to do all my favorite things in the world that I never that I’d get to do again. Just going to random pretty places and walking around looking at things and driving around listening to music for hours with my windows down. I am so overwhelmed and happy. I am so lucky I get to have this again.

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I am so fucking cute in these and they are $800 I am so depressed. What an injustice

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I was trying on jeans today and getting really depressed because nothing fit right and I kept having to get a bigger size then I realized none of that shit matters and I don’t need to go down that lane again so I bought a body suit and now I’m just wearing that instead and it’s pretty great. 10/10 would recommend

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panic! at the situations i’ve put myself in

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Little Motel BY Modest Mouse
FROM THE ALBUM: We Were Dead Before the Ship Even Sank

That’s what we’re waiting for
That’s what we’re waiting for
That’s what we’re waiting for, aren’t we?

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Fall always seems so promising, like, YES, I am going to do better at life and buy all new underwear maybe, but then it never happens and it’s winter and I’m making my same old choices in my same old underwear. 

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Don’s Diner (by metroblossom)

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Nicki + 2014 Fashion

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i don’t know what i am doing with my life or my hair

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"When they don’t love you the way you want to, you mourn that for however long you need to. But then you get back up and you remind yourself. You are not a reflection of the people who can’t love you. You will love again. You will be loved again." - Caitlyn Siehl 

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Whenever You Breathe Out, I Breathe In (Positive Negative) BY Modest Mouse
FROM THE ALBUM: Building Nothing Out Of Something

i haven’t hung out with anyone 

cause if i did i wouldn’t know what to say

i didn’t feel angry or depressed

i didn’t feel anything at all

i didn’t want to go to bed and and i didn’t want to stay awake

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